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| I hurt; a hurt my heart hurt. I am so tired of hurting, of dealing with the pain of this. I would not have believed I could be hurt like this by someone so close. I keep asking myself what I have done to deserve this. Am I such a horrible person? What else can I do to fix this? I keep hearing that this is only temporary, but it really doesn't make it any better. What about everything that has happened during this time? I have missed so much; so many firsts that won't happen again. I have no hope of it getting any better any time soon. And I hurt, deeply. I am weary of hurting. I just want to crawl up into God's arms and be held...for a long time. | | |
| I've learned that there are some things you can't change, no matter how hard you want to. I can only control my actions and no one else's. Everyone has to be responsible for their own actions, even the wrong ones. And no matter how badly you want them to change, they have to want to change; they have to want to do what is right. It really hurts when they don't, but I have to accept it. I am sad and I am hurt, but I am still learning; God is still teaching. I am thankful to God that He is always right and always good. | | |
| Last week I went to a christian camp as a counselor. What a blessing this was for me!!! I was able to focus on someone and something other than myself. God really opened my eyes about a lot of things. I am humbled and thankful. | | |
| There are so many things I don't understand. I wish I had all the answers, but I can't even find the ones for my own life. I am finding myself getting angry and I don't know how to get over it and move on. I need your prayers. I am tired, weary of the fight and I am sure people are tired of hearing about it. | | |
| Guess what?! I am a grandmother as of this afternoon!!! How cool is that? She is precious & absolutely beautiful!!! (I'm not the least bit prejudiced either  ) | | |
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